When all these shitty and terrible things over which I have no control are taking over my life and everything fucking sucks and stuff, the only thing anyone ever says to me is
“aw hope you feel better. At least you’re pretty, if you were ugly it would be worse”
Well that’s nice and all but when I’m terrified all day every day that my best friend is in danger and that she could seriously be in some serious deep shit and about my little cousin who has cancer fucking again and about my dad and about all the shit going on with my brothers and about my health because there is always something wrong with me and about my grandmother and about my dog and then I think about how all my cats died or ran away within a month and how much I hate myself and how disgusted in every way I am with my body,
Being “pretty” is absolutely nothing.
Cool person: sometimes life just isn’t even worth it anymore
Everyone: IT WILL ALL B OK U CAN GET THRU THIS I LOVE YOU U R SO STRONG N I WIL ALWAYZ B HERE 4 U NO MATTER WUT
Me: sometimes life just isn’t even worth it anymore and I want to die
Everyone: lol aw
this is my brother two years ago. we were at the park, just me and him, and he turned to me and said “kayla, don’t you ever wish there were no bad people in the world?” i thought it to be a funny thing for a 5 year old to say, but shrugged it off. last year, he didnt come home from school, we thought that being only in grade prep, he might’ve decided to go home with his bestfriend without telling us, but he didn’t. the school confirmed they saw him get on his school bus after the bell rang. but thats all we knew, the bus driver said that he had gotten off a stop early, my mother was frantically searching the neighbourhood for him. we never found him. it’s been two years and we’re still looking for him, he was such a beautiful boy, and i cant help but think the worst. he could be anywhere in the world by now, so please, reblog this, no matter where you’re from, you could save a life. xx
if you dont reblog this i have no respect for you. help save a child’s life.
this literally breaks my heart
(via mewfus)
I will never understand what goes through a guy’s head when they say such open and delicate words to a girl they have no intentions of being open or delicate with.
(via hanonthemoon)

(Source: by-lucyjade, via hanonthemoon)
And if you don’t pray, hope.
My cousin is twelve and he has been one month free of cancer. We just got his last pet scan back, and it is now in multiple places in his body. He has to do five days of chemo a week for three weeks and it is double what his last chemo was. The only thing we can do is hope and pray to God that his body will be strong enough to live through it. Please pray for him. Please.







